I'm sorry Chris-GDane3,
I didn't see your post until after I posted today's update.
It is actually my fault, Sometimes my writing is a bit scattered and I bounce around with my topics. Let me explain and maybe you'll understand a bit more. I lost Twinkles because I didn't get her to the vet in time while she had a bladder infection that probably could have been treated. If I had had money to get her to the vet earlier, she never would have gotten the stone and went into renal failure. I called PETA and everyone I could think to call to ask for help and the people that I knew personally are just in really bad financial shape and have their own animals to take care of. I am very angry at PETA because when I called them, I spoke with one of them women there and she never let me know that they couldn't or weren't going to be able to help so I was speaking to her for a couple of days hoping and thinking that PETA could possibly help me get her help. God bless my brother, he finally went to the bank and got an advance that he really couldn't afford to do because PETA was stringing me along, unfortunately, too much time had passed while I was waiting for PETA to tell me that they couldn't do anything but pay for humane Euthanasia if that was what needed to be done, but in the mean time we had been going through all of what they were suggesting and wasting precious time instead of her just coming straight out and letting me know that they were not or could not help us get her the help she needed from the vet. I believe my brother may have gone to the bank to ask for that advance earlier and we would have caught it before it was too late if they were just honest and straight forward about the whole thing.
As for me having a house full of babies, some of them are neutered and spayed already and I was waiting for that woman from the Humane society to come through with the sponsors she was supposedly getting for us to finish having every else fixed and she just up and moved away and left us hanging. We didn't have that many cats back then as I do now and I was still with my fiance back then as well and we had his income, so we were somewhat ok.and then we split up, on top of that woman leaving us hanging and I fell into this position of having no income. I do and ALWAYS have put my babies as a priority and their diet is ok'd by the vet, I take very good care of them and love them more than life itself, I would do anything I can for them and I am borrowing money to make sure they are fed and have all the necessities that they need. I am just not prepared or able financially to get them to the vet, if anything happens like it has last week and now with Sandy, and I feel horrible and very guilty about that, however, that is why I am in college right now so I know that come February I will then ALWAYS have a way and an income if nothing else comes together as I am planning. I learned that a few years ago and I am creating that back up plan or if nothing else comes together a main plan so that I am NEVER in this situation again. However, I know that my time is coming and I am going to get my project off the ground and hopefully before I finish school and I am definitely going to open the rescue/shelter, however I am no fool, I know very well that yes I am working on that plan, SLOWLY, it is definitely not going to come to fruition in the immediate future, but it will come, and it will be done with donations and volunteers until I can donate some of my own cash, I have done a couples of years of research on this and believe me, I am working on my other priorities first, because common sense tells us, how can you help everyone else, when you can't help yourself? Right? So I apologize for not being clear, I am upset and a little more jumpy even than my usual in my story telling and that is my fault. I understand the way it sounded, but believe me, my priorities are right where they should be. I had NO intentions to EVER have this many cats and new ones on the way. One of my biggest problems is that I tend to either trust what I am promised or told and I tend to forget that people have their own lives to worry about, and whether or not it is intentional, the promises they make fly out the door when something becomes more important to them personally and I should NEVER put my eggs in one basket or totally depend on someone else's plan. I'm sure she didn't screw me intentionally she just had her priorities to take care of. Oh and before I forget, everyone of my animals is strictly an indoor animal, my dogs do go outside to do their business and so on, but my cats have not and will never be out door cats and I NEVER keep anything around or within their reach or grasp because that is a tragedy waiting to happen, I also have my 10 month old grand daughter in the house so there is Nothing that the babies can get into at all.
Chris, I am in a horrible position right, financially now and believe me, I lose sleep and eat my heart out over it, but I know one very important thing, it will NOT be this way for long!
Thank God for IMOM Chris, and the people that donate here, they are all a very special breed of people! Sandy is going to be fine, Thank God, I got her to the vet early enough, (again thanks to IMOM), and a bladder infection isn't wonderful, but it is very treatable IF CAUGHT IN TIME and with Sandy, it was!
I thank you so much for your care and concern and taking the time to read my about me in the first place and I hope this little book cleared somethings up for you. I certainly don't want people to think or misunderstand my situation or what I wrote to try to get every one to understand why I am in this position right now and have to ask for help. That was my intention.
God Bless you and thank you again for your concern and advise.
Sandy's mom-Randi
P.S.- to Kim, God bless you for your concern as well and I hope that I straightened it out for you with what I explained above, and I totally agree, my Sandy was the most important thing and that it turned out to be early enough that it was a serious bladder infection which animals, especially cats and female cats at that, are prone to them when they are not fixed, Thank God and IMOM and every donor that contributes on this site, Sandy is going to be ok.
I hope to now be able to help someone else, even though I have no money right now, emotionally, at least.
Kim, on 25 September 2011 - 11:04 PM, said:
Chris, I had the same question in the Introduce Yourself section (didn't see this thread at first). Randi, I see a lot about you and your aspirations, but the pertinent info is what's going on with Sandy.
If this is renal failure, I hope the initial pledge from IMOM will not only cover bloodwork but I.V. fluids too, because time is of the essence. Thank you to the General Fund donors!